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Member Since: 4/28/2005

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Monday, February 27, 2006

state was fun! my birthday was nothin specail.. didnt do much for it.. im 16 with no license that pretty much sucks.. i might be getting a car soon tho..

I know we don't talk much and there has even been times I've noticed we've walked right by each other without saying a word. There are those times, however, when we see each other, make eye contact, and I know no matter how hard we both try and hide it, that you miss me just as much as I miss you.

I wanna be the girl that you see
and stop in the middle of a
conversation just to look at <3

if i`m just gonna be
another name in your
book, do me a favor
&& cross me out

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&& We'll sing the night away
 like we're rockstars

and all she wants to be is the
" i L0VE Y0U <3 "
in his profile

so let's flip for it.
heads; you're mine.
tails; im yours.

its the fact that i could have a someone right now if i chose to,
but it
wouldn't matter..i still wouldnt be happy
..
cus even if i
had someone, that someone wouldn't be him..

&& whenever they see you, they tap me and
say, "
THERE HE iS." & i`ve gotten to the point

where
i wish they wouldn`t. it only makes it
harder
to let go when i have to see
everything
i FELL iN LOVE WiTH
.

Funny Phrases

i wanna be your favorite hello
and your hardest goodbye

live for the moments that bring b u t t e r f l i e s
to your s t o m a c h && a s m i l e to your face

& you can come over,
we can watch a scary movie
and take stupid pictures,
fall asleep together on my couch,
because i want you to me my..everything

leave em i love comments


Friday, February 17, 2006

we won last night.. it was soo much fun.. tomrow against valley @ valley.. cant wait

life eh.. it sucks.. i just live through everyday

i REMEMBER WHEN Y0U WERE MiNE. .

HE TAUGHT ME H0W T0 L0VE, BUT N0T H0W T0 ST0P...
MY HEART iS FRAGiLE

so you're breaking my heart into
a million pieces && you're saying
it's because i deserve better ?

Hey you're right, it doesn't mater. I'm just pouring my heart out. Relax, it's not like you love me back.

all you have to do is look at me :: and that pathetically makes my day <3

you are not friends because
you sit together at the lunch table,
talk on the phone,
have matching flip-flops,
or
can recite eachother's wardrobe.
When she smiles,
a grin forces itself across your face
no matter how angry you are.
When she cries,
instantly you feel her pain,
and want to cry with her.
When you look her in the eye,
you know there's no one
you could ever trust more
regardless of how many broken
hearts you've had.
That's what it means to be friends

 ^ for you Sammi       KWAT     Ariel

also for you guys....

i live for those hot summer nights that i won`t remember
with the people i`ll never : : - » forget *

Her eyes tell a story that her smile can't disguise

DiD Y0U KN0W THAT HER FAV0RiTE
COL0R iS tie dye? 0R THAT SHE`S TERRIFiED
0F SPiDERS
. . THAT SHE CAN`T SLEEP
WiTH0UT you NEXT T0 HER?
0R EVERYTiME SHE THiNKS 0F Y0U, SHE
SMiLES
? SHE D0ESN`T WANNA CARE F0R
ANY0NE, SHE THiNKS iT`S JUST A WAY 0F
GETTiNG HURT
;; DID Y0U KN0W SHE HATES
ARGUiNG BUT iS VERY G00D AT iT
, THAT SHE
HATES T0 G0 A DAY WiTH0UT TALKiNG T0
Y0U
. . BUT WHAT B0THERS HER M0ST iS
WHEN S0ME0NE WALKS iNT0 HER LiFE,
KN0WiNG THEY CAN`T STAY

*AiN'T nO suNsHiNE wHeN he'S gONe*

WHY YES. I D0 USE HAIR BRUSHES
AS MICR0PH0NES && DANCE AR0UND IN MY
UNDERWEAR ALL THE TIME

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sometimes love needs a second chance
because it wasn`t ready for the first

i just want you to remember...

just crank up the volume &
we can sing like superstars
& dance like we're famous

 i cAn hOnEsTLy sAy . . . i`M iN lOvE wiTh y0u

"You're not my friend;
friends don't look
at each other like we do."

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Sunday, February 12, 2006

so thursday me n kt getting suit up... im not goin to lie im pretty scared.. my b-day is comin up you all better call me on feb 22 cuz ill be at state n wish me happy birthday

mixed emotions right now

still got love for one tho

 

I see the way you look at her,
and I'd be lying if I said it didn't hurt.

Valentine's Day doesn't seem so
special when you know the one
person you want to share it with
is the one person you can't

the past is annoying. it always
shows up. in everybody's words,
every song you hear, every block
you walk, and you never get rid of
it. but, it`s where you want to be.

you can just see it in her eyes '
she loves him && its killing her

The future always comes just a little before
                               you are ready to give up the past.

i'll give anything
but i won't give up.

just do one thing for that girl
n e v e r l e t h e r g o.

 


Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Currently Listening
I Will Always Love You
By Whitney Houston
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so life sucks riiight now.. i cant do anything right && im never good enough! 

tHERE'S AlWAYS tHAt tiME iN
EVERY0NE'S LiFE WHERE
tHEY
JUSt D0N't KN0W WHAt
t0 D0
[ A N Y M 0 R E .. ]

 

 

MY GREAtESt FEAR iN LiFE iS N0T *
HAViNG A BiG EN0UGH iMPACT 0N _____
S0ME0NE'S LiFE t0 AlWAYS BE REMEMBERED.

i look at you and smile
and i pretend that i dont care
i try to tell myself that im happy for you
because it seems to me that you've moved on
and i pretend that i have too
but the truth is
i'm dying inside

ALL SHE WANTS iS S0ME0NE T0 WANT HER BACK ....

oh yeahh.. n today i found out 'hes' with 'her' now.. wow ive never felt so crappy .. i cried again today but what else is new.. im numb to pain now

& everytime you look at me, i just remember
one thing-- you could have been mine..

It's funny how in the end you always go back to the ones who have been there from the very beginning...
y o u r l b e s t l f r i e n d s
<-- i thought this was true till lately sometimes you cant help it you do fade away

I think sometimes we all just need to get away from the things we love the most in order to see how much we really love them.

smile;; its easier than explaining why you're crying

I don't want to be the girl he points at
and says
"Oh yeah, that's her."
Nope.
I want to be the one in his arms
When his friends ask him
"Is this is the girl you wont
stop talking about?"

&& when you look
into her eyes
i hope you see my reflection

i never realized how much you meant
to me until i saw you with her

Sometimes i wake up cryin' at night &
sometimes i scream out your name..What
right does she have to take you away when
for so long you were mine?

i just dunno what to do anymore.. i think i need help?


Friday, December 30, 2005

thought i would put some pictures in here.. there pretty bad but oh well>> enjoy!!

ill add more later

me n court before graduationme my bro n sis

me n nate at pizza king

me at my grandparents anniversary

ryan at baseball eatin the candy cane my grandma gave him

me dunno bout this one

me n caleb before cornation

me n mal ..shes my hero

me n ryan me n andrew homecomin night

me n tierra<shes gorgeous

me n caleb homecomin

well nothin really has been goin on hanging out court of course cuz shes the love of my life;;last night went over to ariels n kristin,sammi,n calley. but say i had a pretty fun time

*School is still the same.. there's still that one guy that you get up & go to school for in the morning. The one with the mysterious confidence that every girl falls for. Those years of school wouldn't have been the same without him. I wouldn't have been the same without him

*Welcome to a world where just
Being yourself is never enough

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*i’m still holding onwhat i really meant to say
is im dying here inside
and i miss you more each day
theres not a night i havent cried
and baby heres the truth
im still in love with you, yeah
‘cuz what I really meant to say

is I’m really not that strong

no matter how I try

i’m still holding on

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*I'm not saying I don't like you cause believe me I do, it's just -- I don't feel like chasing after you.

 

*if you break up && are still just
friends then you were either
never in love or you still are

 

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i'm a dreamer and he is my dream

 

 

* know it seems like a million years ago we dated, but it wasn't. maybe you're over it, maybe it doesn't mean anything to you anymore. maybe it never did...but it mean't a lot to me. you mean't a lot to me. and you still do. <-- favorite one

 

&&our the reason she scribbles all those dumb hearts all over her noteboo

TW0 TEAR DR0PS WERE FL0ATING
D0WN A RiVER . THE FiRST 0NE *
ASKED " WH0 ARE Y0U FR0M " SHE
REPLiED ' i`M FR0M A GiRL WH0`S
MAN LEFT HER . WH0 Y0U FR0M? "
HE REPLiED ; "i`M FR0M THE MAN WH0
REGRETS LETTiNG HER G0 .

 

 



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